Ultra running not only expands the lungs, it expands the mind. After completing the 60k course in 2010, a whole new world of possibilities opened up, and I decided to have a crack at the 100k race in 2011. Little did I know what a journey it would become.
I realised early on that I would need something extra to motivate me to train for and complete a 100k race - something so far beyond my comprehension when I started running, and still hard to get my head around. So I decided to use the run as a means of fundraising for Mercy Hospice. And it was the most rewarding thing I have ever done (more about that later). My connection with Mercy was that my mother had passed away in April 2009 (about a month after my first Tarawera) and had been cared for, on and off, by Mercy Hospice in the most amazing and supportive way. I viewed fundraising for them as one very small way I could give back.
On to the training. I started training in earnest about 16 weeks out from the event. Up until then I had been following a marathon training plan, and had a PB at the Auckland Marathon at the end of October 2010, so was happy with the way things were going. I did 2 things differently training for the 100k event.
First, I upped my weekly mileage, starting at around 100km per week immediately post marathon training, and working up to a max of around 160km per week. It was hard to fit in at times, but the extra mileage did wonders for my running efficiency, and I started making real gains. It can be a fine line between training enough, and too much, and everyone is different, but for me, I started feeling the gains at 100km+, and couldn't safely do any more than 160km without blowing a fuse. I recommend that everyone experiment to find out what their limit is, but try not to cross it, and don't get sucked in to a number that someone else says you should do.
Second, I started doing back-to-back long runs on a Saturday and Sunday - starting with 2 hours + 2 hours, and working up to 4.5 hours + 4.5 hours. The main reason for doing that was to fit the training in - with a busy family life, taking off for 6 or 8 hours on any given day wasn't an option, so I had to break it up. The back-to-backs taught me how to pace myself (on the Saturday) and how to run on tired legs (on the Sunday). They worked well, and I still do them.
On to the race, I will never forget the nervous and emotional feeling of toeing the line for the start of my first 100k. I had so many people who had supported me throughout my training, and our entire family at the race, and felt a heavy weight of responsibility on my shoulders. I think some dust blew into my eyes, as they both started watering involuntarily (what's up with that?). I was actually relieved when the gun went off, and we were away.
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| Running up Miller Road, about 20km in |
I did a couple of things during the race that helped me through. Just simple things, but they worked.
First, I broke the race down in my head to various stages, and dedicated each stage to someone important in my life. The first stage, from the Redwoods to Okareka, I dedicated (perhaps selfishly?) to the new me. In 2006, before I started running, I had attempted to run the 5km or so around the Blue Lake with some friends. I was so unfit that I made it no further than 500m before I couldn't run any more, and walked the rest of the way. It took almost an hour, and I was dead last out of the 12 friends who ran the lake that day, and was embarrassed as hell. So, now when I run around the Blue Lake I think of that day, and how far I have come since 2006. The next stage (the toughie between Millar Road and Okataina) I dedicated to our two boys, Max and Charlie, and for them I ran every step of that infernal walkway. I dedicated Okataina to Tarawera Falls to my beautiful wife and greatest supporter Bridget, the stretch between Tarawera Falls and Titioki to our daughter Lucie, and the last and toughest stretch by far to my dear Mum, who I was really running the whole thing for. Thinking about others took my mind away from my own pain, and inspired me to continue when I might have otherwise given up.
Second, I enlisted the support of a great crew. I had a great mate Glen Larsen pace me. I would recommend that everyone doing the race for the first time gets a pacer. Glen ran, hiked, walked and stumbled the last 30k with me from Titoki to the finish. He's an all time good bastard, and fulfilled his pacer duties with style. I also had Bridget meeting me at practically every aid station (barring the ones you can't access). Knowing she would be there, and seeing her as I ran in every time, gave me a huge psychological lift.
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| Me and super-pacer Glen |
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| From left to right, nephew Jack, sister-in-law Bernie, me, brother Steve, niece Eva and my greatest supporter, Bridget |
I had my moments during the race when I was absolutely stuffed, but I never doubted that I would finish. At one point between Tarawera Falls and Titoki (about 65-70km in) I felt for a minute that I couldn't go on. I sat down on the side of the trail, and dust blew into my eyes again. I gave myself a stern talking to, changed my socks (always keep a spare pair in your backpack - they can be a psychological life saver), ate a gel, and started again. I didn't allow myself to think there were 30km to go, just a few km until the next aid station. I had learnt through my training that after being on my feet for hours there would be lows, but they would pass. In fact one of my favourite quotes goes something along the lines of "it (almost) never keeps on getting worse". Another way of looking at it is "if you're feeling good during an ultra, don't worry, you'll get over it". The point is that you will experience highs and lows, but keep on going and never give up.
13 hours and 54 minutes after the race stated in the Redwoods, I crossed the line at Kawerau. In doing so I managed to raise over $10,000 for Mercy Hospice, and expanded my horizons as to what is possible once again. It was one of the best and toughest days I have experienced, and worth every second.